The Antichristian Phenomenon

After July’s stream of brave confessions, the time has come to publish those that have been posted on the forums. These confessions have been made by truly antichristian people with great courage. Whether this bravery is sincere is up to you to decide.

Anath faithfully confessed:

After reading Waldheri’s moving confession, I have been inspired to make one myself. I realized that I have not been the most saintly, and I need to make my peace. After all, one may not know when the time shall come! I could die in a car crash tomorrow, I want to be going to the right place.

First of all, I am deeply sorry for not knowing my rightful place in your world, lord. I know that you want me to submit to the will of my Twin, and I am sorry that I fail to see that I am weaker and a lesser being and need them to guide me. I can’t believe that my Twin and I regard each other as equals and come to mutual decisions instead of letting him, as the man, take the lead. The idea of inequality and submission based on nothing but possession or lack of penis really bothers my sense of righteousness and justice, but please help me overcome that hurdle and accept what you decree.

Lord, it follows that I have also committed another travesty in a similar vein — working towards a career instead of a family. I apologize whole-heartedly for not resigning to the fate of a baby-factory, and instead hoping for greatness myself, and as a result being blasphemous and irresponsible in my choice to use multiple birth control methods during intercourse and attend college for a degree. It is not my place to hope for employment instead of attending to my holy duties of the laundry and cooking and cleaning and driving a minivan to soccer practice and being pregnant, and I hope I can be forgiven as I cast aside my dreams and desires to live according to Your teachings.

It is also to my great displeasure that I confess to the heinous sin of cross-dressing, every day. While I have found that man’s pants have amazing pocket room in which I can put not only my cell phone but pencils and erasers and keys and a wallet and even the average-sized paperback so I don’t have to carry a moronic purse, the only all-black athletic sneakers on the market are also men’s, and men’s dress shirts make awesome overshirts in mid-temperature weather, I understand now that choosing my own clothing is abhorrent in your eyes, and I humbly repent.

I am also sorry that I have made friends with such dogs as homosexuals and bisexuals, accepting them as equal human beings and supporting their sexual choices, as well as encourage my other female friends not to follow your Holy Way, relying on a male for support, but to be independent human beings. I have also made great acquaintances with atheists, agnostics, satanists, pagans and the irreligious and see nothing wrong with them or their beliefs (or lack of), and have not wished to turn them to Your light.

Lord, I must also confess that I am a philosopher. Not a theologian-philospher in your employ, but a free-thinking existentialist informed by nihilism and other blasphemous philosophies which are combined into a worldview that does not require any sort of God. Now that I see you for what you are, I must confess the fallacy in my ways. In no way can a man make his own destiny or choose his own person! In no way is subjectivity the base of everything but rather objectivity of YOU is reality! Man can not form his own morality and concepts of ethics! Everything finds its meaning in You! Nietzsche is Dead! God is Alive!

I must also confess that I am a scientist. I believe the dogmas of evolution, quantum mechanics, and genetics, I believe in the scientific method, and require verifiable evidence while rejecting the pseudoscientific conjecture that is Christian Science and Intelligent Design. I realize now that all of my “knowledge” was not really true but rather a mere “belief” and just theories, and I beg of you to please cleanse me of these evils and allow me to learn anew the truth with the instrument of your knowledge that is the Bible!

I also confess that I have not read your Holy Bible properly. I have been reading it as literature and folk lore of an ancient culture, not as Your infallible Word, still fully applicable and relevant today. I have been repulsed by much of what is written there when I should have been singing your praises and glory. I also do not pray to you, Lord. I have discovered prayer to be a self-fulfilling cyclical delusion with the occasional placebo effect and rejected its use, even at the dinner table with family.

I have also disobeyed my parents, and spoken back to my elders, and challenged authority. I have not kept the Sabbath holy and do not attend church. I do not accept the concept of the Trinity, venerate the saints, or believe that you died on the cross for my sins because there is no Original Sin to be saved from. I do not love my neighbor and I do not turn the other cheek when deeply wronged. There is much more for me to confess to you, my Lord… but as the all knowing and wise being you are, you know it all already. Please forgive me… I know not what I do.

Short after jorrizza had this to say:

I am sorry Lord, for I have sinned. I regret my choices and I will do anything in my power, with your blessing, to find my way back onto the blessed path.

It all started in my childhood, Lord. My parents, friends and family all tried to teach me the gospel. But I would not listen. All the biblical miracles were laid down in front of me. The great flood, the cursed people of Egypt, the massacres of the unfaithful. All of this evidence and I still did not want to listen. I am sorry Lord, for I have lost faith at a young age.

I blatantly misinterpreted your holy message, and soon after started campaigning against it. I have kept people who were close to me out of the church, kept them from hearing your divine message. I have been an obstacle in many righteous paths. Keeping them from finding true salvation in your hands, Lord. During this campaign my own path got separated more and more from your intended direction. I have lost sight of the light and headed towards the darkness. But I see now Lord, that you have never lost sight of me, for I can clearly see the light now.

A few years ago my campaign lead me to the end point. I had reached full darkness. My soul belonged to the devil Lucifer. Oh, I long for the opportunity to go back in time to correct that mistake. I have joined a group of sinful people who seek their salvation in your arch rival Satan. I had it all backwards. I called myself god in my position as servant to you, Lord.

I indulged in several lustful activities. I repulse myself thinking of laying with women who were neither my wife nor my servant. Every day I have committed one of the worst sins, oh Lord. I have laid my eyes upon other women with these activities in mind. I was convinced it was natural. But it was just foolish of me to assume so, for your law clearly prohibits this sinful behavior.

Every time I saw a man who had achieved more in his life, drove a nicer car, had more knowledge or had a higher social status, I envied him. It motivated me to achieve at least what that man had achieved. It was selfish and sinful to even think I should achieve anything in my life, Lord. I see that now. Serving you as my Lord and Savior should be the only goal in my life. I wish you could give me some hints about how to survive a life of faith.

I am sorry for allowing all kinds of people in my house. Atheists, Muslims, Satanists, Pantheists, Wiccans, Pagans, whores and even homosexuals. I did not hold any grudge against them. Thanks to your divine blessing of the gospel I will send these false prophets straight to Hell, in your name, before letting them step into my quarters.

Many more sins I have committed, Lord. You have witnessed one of your children stray from his path. I thank you, Lord, for bringing me back to where I belong. Thank you for sending the Christian voice to the ACP through your divine servants.

LeaTelamon couldn’t be left behind in the darkness and repented:

Oh Lord, I have committed a great Sin, one which does not ever make me a Christian, and for that I hope for Your Great Forgiveness. All throughout my life, I have felt that there is something which is amiss with me, something which made me not feel comfortable with the gender I was born with. I understand now my Lord that it was wrong denying what You intended me to be, which is of course, how silly of me, a woman. I refused to understand why I should be weaker than anyone else, I admit my Lord, I wanted to be a man and I envied men for being men. Not only does it make me break one of the Ten Commandments, but it also made me question my own gender, although I now realize, that I was never supposed to be a man. Lord, I ask You for Forgiveness, because in my mind, I still would prefer to be a man, please understand this great human fallacy in me. I am struggling every day to accept the one You intended me to be, which is a woman, one who should stay home, one who cooks, one who cleans, give birth to children and marry another man. I find it very hard Lord, that you put me through this arduous task, because I am not interested in any of those things my Lord. I have always thought that I was free to choose who I wanted to be, because that is how my parents raised me. I now understand the errors of my ways my Lord, but does my Sinful thoughts make me a homosexual? Do I even have the Right to still Pray for Forgiveness? Please answer me my Lord, because I have now found the right path but now I am not sure whether it is too late. If it is, then I will accept the Damnation awaiting before me at Judgement Day. Please help me cast out the Sin in me and accept me as a human being. I promise to never commit any Sins ever again.

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